Twelve years ago, my family died, and I... Yes, surely I died on that day as well..

[ At least this is easier. It's not even a lie. She truly believes it, there's moments where she's fully convinced it's true. Ever since that day her life has been so crappy since she technically hasn't been alive anymore. It's like seeing a last daydream before she dies, a really, really long one.. ]

.. That's.. why it can't be helped. There's just going to finally be an end to this long dream I see from right before I died.